I Cried Today

I Cried today
For those of you don't know how
For the Beaten
For the Used
For the Abused

I Cried today
For the Liars
For the Cheaters
For the Schemers
For the Thieves

I Cried today
For the Murderers
For the Rapists
For the Perverts

For their Families

I Cried today
For the Judge
For the Jury
For the System
For the Executioner

I Cried today
For those who seek Justice
For those that don't get Justice
For Politics and Democracy
For all the money that washes it away

How Hospice helped Nancie Beat Cancer

Nancie had Lung Cancer that had spread to her brain. She fought it until she could no longer physically fight it anymore, along with the help of Hospice and her Biological Daughter, who became her Medical Power of Attorney, Nancie won her WAR with Cancer. Yes she did pass away, but problems thst she struggled with all her life were finally given closure. Nancie was granted peace.
Here is her story:

She met her husband Mosey through our Aunt Eleanor and it was love at first sight. Her and Mosey had their problems and she eventually came back home pregnant with her daughter Lisa, but she never really got over Mosey. In fact his picture was in the room with her when she died.

My sister Nancie was my best friend, and I could go to her for anything. She practically raised me. So many things will remind me of her now that she is gone. Roses, she loved roses, and Elvis, and Stephan King. Most of all I would say Nancie loved her family.

Her  two daughters Lisa and Debbie and the third one who she doted on as if she were her daughter Chloe. Her grandchildren.  Jacob, Matthew, Gabe, Shayla and Bella who’s smile can brighten up any room.

Nancie fought Cancer to the bitter end. She loved and cared for her children and wanted to make sure all was right before she left.

There was just one thing she wanted personally for herself before she could pass on, and only Matthew could give that to her. Matthew had finally understood that Nancie was his Grandmother, and he went to her deathbed and called her Grandma Nana and kissed her goodbye. She had found closure, and all her loose ends were tied up.

Nancie passed on while holding Lisa’s hand, together they visualized the River to Crossover and how she was to be restored. With a Kiss Goodbye  and affirmations of her good Mothering skills, Nancie passed away.

She is free from suffering, free from pain. Many things were revealed to her along her journey. Cancer didn’t win. Nancie Won.

Let Ryan Dunn RIP you Cowards

Westboro Baptist Church apparently has announced plans to picket Ryan Dunn's funeral.
To boycott or picket someone's funeral is cowardice at it's finest. A funeral is for the mourners left behind, a gathering of friends and loved ones to pay their respects at soneone's passing , not a time for someone to push their Political or Moral Agenda.
We all leave behind an Esoteric Impression on this World. It is an Energy Fingerprint, Ryan Dunn left one, as will anyone who reads this post. While it is true his death was a tragedy, in large part I say this because alcohol was involved, it does not give anyone the right to taint his memory at his funeral.
To go to someone's memorial service and hold a rally proclaiming that they are going to hell and to say that you are doing it in the name God is not only Cowardice but it is also downright Blasphemous.

Weiner & The 2012 Campaign

Congressman Weiner  has finally decided to put an end to what some have dubbed "  WeinerGate" by disclosing to his inner circle that he will be resigning.  I am sure that his colleagues on the hill will be brearhing a collective sigh of relief as they have conducted a witchhunt for the man since this whole mess came to light.

I ask you this question though, did Congressman Weiner do anything that other politicians haven't themselves done and been found guilty of? Politicians like Presidents Thomas Jefferson and Bill Clinton for example to this day are held in high regard?


Perhaps one of Weiner's big problems is it is an Election Year for President Obama, who is already down in the polls and this scandal just portrays the Democrats in an even worse light, so sorry about your luck Weiner, we know everybody does it, but your head needs to roll. It is for the greater good. Next time don't get caught with your pants down!

Guardians at The Gate

When he opened that old metal closet
The past came pouring out onto the floor
I felt the blood rush from my body my head swirled
All of those dirty little secrets they tried so hard to bury
Were now laying here at my feet in the light of day

I wanted to retreat inside my mind as I did before
Creating other entities to handle the work for me
My heart was beating out of my chest, I felt so sick
I could feel my mind drifting, hearing them coming back
Do I take their help, or resist and stand strong and fight

My soul was devoured alive by these things
And the people who used them on my innocence
Tattered and torn my mind became fragments
Learning to function through webs of deceit
Never being able to share my pain or my secrets

My guardians at the gate are calling out to me
Begging to help me through this sordid mess
I need to stay in control of this pain at my feet
These well meaning voices fighting in my head
I can and will claim victory over the demons of the past

If you are the victim of Childhood Sexual Assault, Don't suffer in silence. Help is available for you. 

Jurors who Contaminate the Pool

Is Justice Blind, or are Prosecutors when they pick them? Do they just grab any registered voter off the street without questioning them or checking into their background?

Jury Duty is something that the normal person would not want to be called upon for. It is considered an inconvenience to most, and a moral quandry to others to cast judgement upon others, but there are exceptions to the rule. Take for instance someone who is proud to their community service. this is honorable. There is also the individual who does it for the pittance of a jury pay they are allotted by the system. This is abominable.

In the County where I live I know for a fact that they have called juror who has claimed to be the victim of multiple sexual and domestic assaults. Her niece was the victim of a sexual predator. This surely excludes her from service. Why then would The DA allow her to sit on his Jury? There are court documents to support all the claims I have just made. This is not slander or Libel.

I believe that everyone deserves a fair and impartial trial. There is a reason why Lady Justice wears a Blindfold.

Sympathy For the Devil

Poor Anthony Weiner, got caught exposing his chest. Big Deal. He has a very powerful position and is under a lot of stress, and oh yeah did we forget he is a human being?

Now there are alot of you who don't understand the concept of TPE or Total Power Exchange. This is usually whereby a man who holds a position of high power with a lot of stress needs somewhere to let go of that stress , to pass the baton if you will. Generally these men will seek strong agressive women to take control for a short time, often times these women are referred to as Dommes or a Mistress.

It is through the act of their submission to the Mistress, that their burden is lightened and they are able to go on and continue their work week without having a nervous breakdown or becoming addicted to liquor or sedatives.

Sex is not always involved in a Domme session, often times the gentleman simply does as the Domme commands.

Let's not be so judgmental, and at least be informed if we are going to be pious assholes.

Say it Loud & Be Proud

I was having a conversation with some old friends of mine about phony closeted people. I thank God everyday that I am not one of those people. Does this cause me grief sometimes? Yes. But I can hold my head up with dignity knowing that to mine ownself I am being true.


I am an Aggressive Bisexual Dominant Mistress.  I think the words Dominant and Mistress scare people more than anything else. I used to try to hide these facts about myself, but I deserve to be me, and they are only facets of my personality. I am also creative, I enjoy writing, and working with others. I love to help other people, and my heart suffers when I see a child suffer as I once suffered, or a woman struggling to get out of an abusive relationship, trying so hard to muster up enough courage to give the next day another shot.

There are a few who are afraid to be associated with me. A Dominant Woman scares some men and they are afraid of the implications. I say it is their loss. Everyone should be proud of whomever and whatever they are. Name it and Claim it. I am Lisa, I am a Bisexual Mistress, and I am saying it LOUD & PROUD.